My first ruined orgasm

I [F] started talking to a Dom [M] online today (my Dom, I don’t know if I can be that presumptuous) and he educated me about what a ruined orgasm is. I didn’t know about it, even though I do enjoy a little bit of edging before cumming. He guided me through it and it was really intense; the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had? Maybe.We started with him telling me to only touch myself through my pants and my panties. That’s easy, I thought to myself. I started rubbing my hands over my leggings and it didn’t feel that great. I told him that, and he didn’t seem to care (something that turned me on even more. I need to figure out why that is…some other day). But I followed his directions like a good slut would, and soon I got rewarded; I could take my leggings off.I just had a thong on, and I spread my legs while I sat on the bed. I ran one finger up and down on my pussy, soon my thong was soaking wet. I felt quite clever for wearing a thong thankfully, because I could feel my clit getting swollen and engorged. He told me I could use two fingers and I felt so grateful. I already felt like I was getting closer to orgasm – I’d never done anything like this before. He told me to stop and count to 60, legs spread and my pussy pulsating (not too hard but she definitely wasn’t still).I counted – like a good slut – and he told me I could take my panties off and touch myself. This time I could feel that I was sopping wet, my clit was puffy and I really needed to get off. Normally this is when I’d keep going to cum, but he told me that I had to stop just as I got close to the edge. I had to be so attentive to my body all of a sudden – even though a part of me was already drifting into the ether of desire. My senses were suffocated with the smell of my own sex, but I stopped. It was so difficult to but I did. He told me to do that five (FIVE!) more times, and I complied albeit a little reluctantly. A little apprehensively, since every time it gets harder. Finally I’m at number 5, my clit is begging, I’m begging him to please let me cum. He tells me that this is going to be the hardest part because I have to rub myself as much as I want to cum, but pull away right at the time when I feel like I’m about to.I’m nervous but I start rubbing myself again and unsurprisingly within seconds the wetness of my pussy mixed with the familiar eroticism of my fingers push me right over the edge except THIS TIME i pull my hand away. My legs are spread wide apart and I. feel. every. convulsion. I feel… the orgasm so strongly and I can barely breathe. I can’t feel my body anymore, I’m just one giant clitoris (even if that sounds ridiculously funny, that describes it accurately).I ask him if i just died, but he told me that for the first time i’m awake.I can’t wait for the next time we do this. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n