Month: August 2020

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The no answers will be combined and the yes answers will be combined to see which wins. If yes wins over the no answers, whichever answer out of 1 ruin or 7 ruins that has the most votes will win overall.I have decided to give up solo full orgasms indefinitely. I will only get a full orgasm if a play partner chooses to give me one for their pleasure. And I will never ask for one.I think this ruin would help solidify my denial training because it will remind me that ruins are so amazing and that I should be motivated enough by them to work as hard as possible to earn them. It’ll show me how I can be rewarded and still be kept in denial, that I don’t ever “need” a full orgasm. They’re only to be given when/if they’re ever for the benefit of others. For me to have them otherwise is selfish.My last full orgasm was July 8. My last ruin was July 24.Here is the link to my entire denial plan if you’d like to read what I’ve been following :)This was a huge week for my mindset. I feel I’m getting into more of a routine of learning my sexual and housewife place. My weekly requirements are becoming more routine which is really good to make sure it always gets done.91 total edges this week and no ruin!!Thank you to everyone who is following me, I hit fifty followers and had an extreme edge day on Thursday. It was hard to edge 50 times without ruining, but I did it! Looking forward to my next extreme edge day when I hit 100 followers :)Saturday: edged 7 times (no infractions)Sunday: edged 7 times (touched myself for 1 second outside of my designated time, punishment spanks administered)my second edge of the day was right after the results of last week’s poll. I made sure to get close and then stop and tell myself reddit said no.my fourth edge I was so horny that I was humping the bath water from the faucetMonday: edged 7 times (no infractions) And then gf teased me for about 30 minutesTuesday: edged 7 times (no infractions)Wednesday: edged 7 times (no infractions)Thursday: edged 50 times9 with vibration, 1 with fingers1 with vibration, 9 with fingers5 with fingers under bath water1 with vibrator, 2 with fingers7 with fingers: by this point, I was soaking after the first of these edges. Each one made me even more wet and swollen. I had to stop after 7 not because of time constraints but because I was worried I’d ruin if I did another…12 with fingers: I have not been this wet in a long time. After the first one, I was doing each following in about 60 seconds and then stopping for 10-15 seconds. I felt like I was milking myself, simply doing something because it’s necessary and required of me. I felt very objectified in the best way.At this point I was definitely feeling a pressure pain from the build up, constantly aware of my denied state and how I’ve been edging all day to say thank you to those who chose to follow my journey.3 with fingersI cannot remember a time I’ve ever edged 50 times, this may be the most edges I’ve ever done in a day! Thank you to each of you who followed me which allowed me the chance to edge this much!Friday: edged 6 times (touched my pussy instinctively, likely from how horny I am from edging 50 times yesterday, when I woke up before my edging time this morning, punishment will be administered as soon as possible) (was unable to edge at my second edge time, not using any furniture currently and punishment spanks will be administered at same time as the other 5)Failed my weekly challenge because I mixed up which one is this week and which one is next week, so this coming week I’ll be administering punishment. Punishment is to insert something anally in front of a window, blindfold myself and remain there for 5 minutes.Please only give me a ruin if you think I deserve it and that it’s good for me. My pussy is tense with desire and would love the chance to have a ruin. Would love to hear your thoughts in the comments 🙂 I will not be voting so will not know the results until it’s closed!And please follow my profile so that I can have another extreme edge day of 50 edges this week! :)View Poll female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

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