I woke up very aroused this morning — I have to admit I missed the ache between my legs being the first thing I felt every morning! And after just one day of edging, already, I woke up to find myself grinding against the mattress. September is going to be a long month…I was allowed 7 hard edges today. I was very busy during the day so I saved them for nighttime… but I underestimated how eager I would be. I was so desperate to touch that almost as soon as I started I used up all of my edges in the space of about 10 minutes, not giving myself much time to cool down in between which let me do them so rapidly. I realised the gravity of my mistake when suddenly I was desperate to cum and I wasn’t even allowed to edge. Hopefully this will teach me some discipline in future so I make my edges last longer and leave more time in between them, but I’m also a greedy slut so I might not learn anything at all… :)Part of my rules is to complete at least one task every day. I’m allowed to edge within tasks as well, so I hoped I might get a chance with this one. I was to use a brush (I used a small makeup brush) on my clit, stroking to the beat of this video. I love these kinds of tasks because I really don’t have any control at all over how I’m being teased, I’m forced to stay to someone else’s rhythm. And in this case, it wasn’t enough to edge. All I got was almost 6 minutes of painfully unsatisfying teasing, and an extremely wet cunt. I was genuinely dripping.While I was writing this update someone messaged me and gave me a task to edge under 4 minutes. Of course I decided to do it right now. I had no problem with this… it took about two minutes. The worst part was that it was only one edge and I just want to keep going, but I can’t.Even though I’m not allowed to edge anymore tonight I can still touch, I just can’t actually bring myself to that point of almost no return. So I’ve been teasing my clit a little this whole time, hoping that might relieve my need, but of course all it’s done is make it worse. My clit is genuinely aching. I’m so wet. And it’s only the second day, I still have all of September to endure.Again, the number of edges I’m allowed will be chosen by the subreddit: you can upvote the “Plus one” reply to this post to give me permission for one edge, or the “Minus one” reply to take away one edge from my total. If the total is negative I won’t be allowed to edge at all for the whole day. And please give me tasks… I want to be able to earn as many edges as possible (if you’ve already given me one I’m going to try and work through them all but you can always tell me again if you think I’ve forgotten about it). You can see all my rules and limits here. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
