Month: August 2020

Day five of daddy controlling my edging and denial

Today I was finally able to see daddy for the first time in about a week. He said he had something special planned for tonight’s session. I was to wear my remote control vibrator before entering the house. As soon as I came in I was directed straight to the bedroom. The anticipation of receiving pleasure from daddy had my pussy throbbing and I knew my panties were soaked through. Day four of edging and denial was the last day of my three day no touching punishment. I was both excited and nervous for what he had planned.We started off in his bed where I was to please him before my pleasure started. I gave him a nice long, sloppy blowjob. Once I had his dick good and hard he decided it was my time. He placed me in a chair in the middle of his room. He hand cuffed my arms behind the back of the chair and tied my legs down so they were spread open. I was also blindfolded and had a wand taped to my leg, pressed right against my clit. I had already started to drip onto the seat.I was instructed to start edging myself and to announce every ten to him. I was to reach 62, the number of upvotes I received on my day four post(before they went up at the end of the night). So with my remote control vibrator in me and the wand on my most sensitive area, I began. Every edge got me closer, faster. It came to the point where I had to give myself tiny breaks between edging so I didn’t accidentally cum early.While tied down and vulnerable, daddy played call of duty. He would intermittently enjoy himself by whipping me, kissing me and stroking his cock watching me suffer. He also took pictures and videos. I was shaking and writhing while repeating the phrase in my head “good girls don’t cum.” I reached my goal of 62 and he told me to keep going. I was able to accomplish 86 edges before the wand died.I was an utter mess by the end of it to say the least. My pussy was hot to the touch and oh so sensitive. The chair below me was drenched. How I longed for more touch and the sweet release of an orgasm. I begged daddy to let me cum. He grabbed me by the throat, looked me in the eyes and asked “good girls?” “Don’t cum,” I answered. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

My first week edging, some thoughts

(f18) soo i started denial and today marks a week with no orgasms! i’m super new to this and previously couldn’t go two nights without orgasming. no dom or anything, i’ve been struggling with self-control so i’m very proud of myself! and i’m surprised at how much ive come to enjoy edging, i want to be held on an edge forever, it feels even better than orgasming.i’m usually busy during the day so i edge before bed, just rubbing my clit and then stopping once i reach a soft edge. i was averaging about 2 edges a night but today i edged 5 or 6 times in the shower and wow. sitting in my towel rn and the urge to rub my clit against it, or the edge of the bed, or the chair or ANYTHING is strong. the struggle is real, im literally soaking wet, even my panties are wet.im getting carried away though lol, i really made this post because while edging ive become obsessed with the idea of being penetrated?? obviously for other people this isn’t wild but penetration has never interested me (and it’s also been difficult, my pussy is too tight to get anything up there 🙁 ). even now i can’t stop thinking about how nice it would be to be stuffed full or fucked until i cry. or even have someone rub their dick/a strap on my swollen clit. just the thought of sitting in someone’s lap and feeling their cock slide in…. ahhhhh!! this is shit i never thought about before but now it makes me horny as fuck. i need to stop writing about it now bc it’s making me want to cum LMAOmaybe my body is so frustrated that it’s chasing a different type of pleasure? like ive tortured my poor clit so much that now my body’s saying “okay plan B it’s penetration time!!” either way this is some completely new side to me that edging has uncovered. i’m both eager to try it out and scared, partly bc it’s been painful in the past and partly bc i’m scared it’ll feel so good that i’ll accidentally orgasm—thoughts? am i some cockslut in the making lmao? any other girls wanna give me tips on this whole penetration thing? should i even pursue it or should i stick to what ive been doing so far? and how much further should i go?? two weeks without orgasming, a month? i’m still such a beginner and really want to push myself but im scared ill lose controlthanks to anyone who read this brain dump, i need to go finish a paper and ill probably be wet the entire time ugh female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

a real orgasm after two weeks in denial!

okay, okaaaaay, after that orgasm now i get why people do edging and denial. this was probably one of the most memorable orgasms (do people have memorable orgasms?) i’ve had. it was just so intense! and the thought that i’ve managed deny myself to the point that i’d have an orgasm like THAT… i have no words.i used the edgeplay website to determine if i should cum or not. to be honest, i actually wanted to have my orgasm denied so that i could spend all morning dripping and then cum in the afternoon, but after 16 edges, the screen showed that i could cum and it’s funny how disappointed i was lol!i started with playing with my asshole first, lubed up and everything ‘til i could fit three fingers comfortably, and then i plugged myself. played with my nipples next to the point that i was so wet and when i lifted my ass from the floor to adjust my position there were actually strings of grool connecting it to the floor! after all this i finally played with my clit, fingered myself, and started edging! after the 16th edge, i could finally cum so i got my rabbit vibrator (i think that’s what it’s called) and started fucking myself with it. what finally set me off was when i turned on the rotation + vibration feature and it was just so much stimulation that i came. i came so hard and it lasted soooo long that my mind was just blank. when it was finally over i started playing with my nipples and came again! wasn’t as intense as the first one but it was still so good! after that one, i was just too sensitive to cum anymore and i couldn’t think properly. i had to rest for a bit after cleaning up.i don’t know what else to say other than it was so worth it. i almost gave up when i accidentally ruined for a second time and considered deleting my account but good thing i didn’t! can’t wait for the next time i decide to go longer but that probably won’t be anytime soon since online classes are starting. also, thanks for all the support! this experience was so amazing and im glad i gave it a try!!! i hope you all have a great day/night 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n