So my bf controls my orgasms and basically I haven’t cum for a month and can’t cum until halloween. He teases me daily to make sure I don’t just try to ignore my hornyness, we mutually agree I deserve to be horny and desperate without release. I’m also not allowed to touch myself (besides anal), to keep me sensitive, so me edging myself isn’t an option, and I know I won’t get him to regularly edge me, I barely convinced him to edge me today which is the first time I’ve been touched sexually in a month, aside from the constant verbal tease and denial we do regularly.BASICALLY I really want to suffer and I was wondering if y’all had any advice on maximizing your hornyness and desperation. I want to stew in this. I want to lay on my bed squirming and moaning and begging to cum as I’m forced to give oral. The main challenge for me is I can’t touch myself, so I need to find a way to maximize my arousal without touching my dick, I want to make this as hard and brutal and cruel as possible. Thoughts? Thanks for reading. Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n