Today I’m unfortunately not naked or writing this with a vibrator on low on my clit. Simply because I don’t think I could make it through that without cumming right now.The desperation is near constant. I’m typing this as a bit of a “wind down” so I can actually stop touching my pathetic cunt long enough to go grocery shopping (probably a good opportunity to walk around plugged though, no?)I want so, so badly to be allowed to cum. It took a lot of will power not to send a whole barrage of messages to Sir to beg for permission to cum (he wouldn’t respond right now anyways, but that didn’t stop me from wanting to lol) My cunt is literally throbbing even typing that. I did three edging sessions today and also a little bit of anal training. I had my dildo in my ass while I edged during one of the sessions and I’ll probably use my smallest plug when I run to the store in a few minutes.I’ve found that I can barely use my vibrators for more than a couple of minutes and I’m using my fingers more and more and trying out different sensations just because I’m constantly so close to relief but it all feels too good to stop. My normal masturbating doesn’t involve penetration, only playing with my clit, but just before this, I was so desperate to touch more but couldn’t keep going or I knew I’d cum/ruin so I just started fucking my cunt with my vibrator. But even that made me feel too close.Sir asked me to start keeping a running edging log in our chat so I’m trying to get in the habit of taking videos and pictures of my wet cunt for him so he can see just how much of a pathetic slut I’ve been all day while he’s been sleeping. I’ve always found cunt inspections to be a big turn on for me so I may also ask if he would want to do that for me as well, but he’s going to read this anyways.Anyways, just ending this by thinking it’s funny that Sir told me I could keep my daily subreddit updates brief and yet here I am, writing a novel for the third day in a row (lol). I’ll be back to update again tomorrow. And also as an ending question: I’m curious if anyone out there has suggestions for different ways to edge to keep things interesting. Or what ways do you normally edge? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n