Day 17: earlier in the day I shaved my pussy for the first time ever and sent those pictures to Sir, he liked them, Later after waking from my sleep I got a 0 on the random number generator so no vibrator time at all that dayDay 18: was allowed at midnight to spread my pussy lips open and press down on my clit for 10 seconds. Later in the day was told to grind/hump against my pillow to reach the edge. Also put icy hot on my nipples, that was a interesting experience. I was also supposed to edge with a crotch rope but I’ve never done rope play before so I couldn’t tie it properly to do so. Sir allowed me to edge with my fingers and I filmed and sent the whole thing to him per his instructions. About an hour later I put on the numbing cream for the first time ever (probably a bad idea you should always patch test at least a day before) and it hardly worked, could still feel most things.July 19th: applied more but a reasonable amount of the numbing cream, still didn’t work, greatly disappointed Sir by accidentally ruining, put on no touch immediately.July 20th: still on no touch, was told when I got up to watch as much porn as possible for the next 24 hours, and if the need to touch got to be to great to snap my nipple with a rubber bandJuly 21st: still to watch as much porn as possible but when I felt I was maximum needy to send a video to Sir. Accidentally fell asleep before I could do so.July 22: still on no touch and to watch pornJuly 23rd: was finally able to send the video and am allowed to touch whenever I want but not edge, now here’s the interesting update, I immediately noticed that my clit was sore to the touch, like it hurt to stimulate, on the outside it was fine, no bruising, swelling redness none of that stuff. So I kept touching, so scared of going over that every time it started to feel good I stopped for a minute or so. Eventually the pain faded though if I stop touching for an hour or more it comes back full force when I start touching again. My best guess is that it’s because this is the longest I’ve ever gone without a full orgasm and my clit is just so used to not being touched that it’s overstimulated when I do touch it. Interestingly vibration does not hurt and took less than a second to reach the edge.July 24th: the pain is still there and it still fades after a while of touching and comes back after a break. Just realized it was the final week of JuLIE so that’s exciting though Sir is thinking about extending it (poll coming soon) I also have to edge tomorrow and I am terrified of ruining I want to be Sirs good girl female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n