PH link: https://ift.tt/2Ac8WhT sharing link: https://ift.tt/2YGZhcC can’t believe I actually made it! So I guess I’ll just get right into it.I woke up this morning a mixture of excitement, nervousness, and arousal. I was pretty turned on. The nervousness mainly comes from some kind of performance anxiety; like, I don’t want to ruin my orgasm on the 6th edge! That would just be so anticlimactic! But that’s what happens when I document a very real edging adventure, there’s no production team telling me what is good and what’s not, it’s just real life. Also, nervousness makes me even more horny, so there’s that too.Once I got the edging going, the edges were so intense. I could feel an insane orgasm behind them, and I grew increasingly frustrated that I was not meant to have that orgasm, the most I could do was ruin! Such torture!About halfway into edging, I decided to try a chopstick (it’s metal, it’s actually not a chopstick it’s like a metal tool to help with gardening but I never use it for that purpose) on my clit and I edged with that until I ruined. This was also a milestone for me because normally I’m nowhere near sensitive enough where just tapping on my clit with a metal chopstick would actually work but it did and it felt fucking incredible. Every time I tapped it on my hard clit I could feel such intense pleasure there it was all at once torturous and the best thing I’ve ever felt.The ruin was a real actual surprise. I had no idea it was about to happen and you can tell that too because I seem surprised when it happened! It all happened so quickly. I really tried very hard not to ruin until it was purely an accident, and I’m very happy I achieved that goal. I would have just gone longer if I hadn’t ruined at that point.I hope you all enjoyed the video! The plan now is to deny myself until my camping trip with my partner so that I can have crazy intense orgasmic camping sex. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n