(Sorry, this post ended up being a tad long, TL;DR at the bottom!)So I posted a lil bit ago about starting long term denial. I’ll be honest, it’s been rough. I had an orgasm later that day humping my bed, I guess due to the core involvement. (I haven’t given myself a punishment yet, so I’m open to ideas, I just wanted to start edging ASAP to build up horniness again).Anyways, last night I had caught up with all my edges. I was laying in bed, legs crossed tightly and humping cause I was still horny but I knew if I kept touching, I’d ruin or even cum. I’m kinda strictly no touch after edging cause I have a problem with getting ahead of myself. So as I was sitting there really wanting to edge again I remembered I had this pretty glass dildo. I knew I couldn’t come from vaginal stimulation alone, so I grabbed the dildo and slid it in. It was a tad painful at first, but I could put it in relatively easy with no lube. And I slowly started to fuck myself. Normally PiV is…id say decent. Now, I LOVE sex and I love being penetrated, but I never cum from it without clit stimulation. It feels good (eyes roll to the back of my head kinda good) but this time was different.I was playing with my nipples, and shoving my dildo into my pussy faster and harder, and I started panting and my mind went almost completely blank. My brain has never been that blank, and I nearly moaned uncontrollably, and that literally never happens to me. I can always keep quiet. I’m pumping my dildo faster and I realized I’m reaching my edge. I had to physically say “no” and stop moving to get myself back down from that state. I almost came vaginally with only nipple stimulation and without clit stimulation. Granted, I’ve came from nipple stimulation before, but that was when I had just edged, and I still had to rub my pussy to get past the PONR. Edging has opened my eyes to my body for the first time in my life, I use to feel so guilty for masturbating, and I hated my body and my horniness. Now, I’m embracing it and I’m realizing my body can do so many things. I recently purchased a basic chastity belt and a butt plug, and I can’t wait to explore anal next!TL;DR: Doing long term denial, edged and nearly came from vaginal stimulation without clit stimulation for the first time in my life. Slowly learning to love my body and all the sexy things it can do. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n