My libido is absolutely insane because I’m on testosterone (ftm, but not like, sensitive about it? I enjoy some feminization during sex, etc) and I was feeling bad about how much I’m jerking off lately, so I gave my partner my orgasms a little under a week ago.He had mercy on me a couple nights in and forced me to come over and over until I was just crying and limp, which isn’t unusual for us but it was much more intense than normal after days of teasing and denial. Now I don’t know when I’ll get to come next and he won’t even allow me to suck him off because he says I get too much out of it.I get very pouty when I ask him for permission to jerk off and he tells me no, but I also get a thrill that I never expected! I feel very owned and very loved and taken care of, and I know that I’m going to appreciate his cock so much more when he finally allows me to touch it. It’s funny because in general life stuff, I’m in charge, but as soon as it turns sexual I can’t give him enough power over me. I like it when he makes it difficult for me, so even though I’ve always preferred overstimulation over denial, I’m really enjoying this new challenge.I just wanted to say hello and share parts of this new experience with some strangers, because talking about it turns me on and makes me more desperate, which I feel like makes me a more fun toy for him to play with š female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n