hello all!as some of you may know, i ordered a lovense lush 2 (which i grossly misspelled in my last post about ordering it, still mad my gf didn’t tell me) a couple days ago. my (long distance) girlfriend and i decided that i’d be completely edged until it arrives. i never cum (i actually don’t enjoy cumming after finding out how great ruining felt), but i ruin frequently. no more of that until at least the 10th! it’s a lot, edging feels so good and i love feeling so constantly needy and wet, but i love the feeling of my poor pussy clenching at nothing. my strongest orgasms have been ruins, hands down.anyways, i had an accident this morning. it was one of those super close edges that just happened to tumble over the edge (in a disappointingly weak ruin i may add). i was put on no touch for a while today, which of course led to me being super bratty when we had one of our twice daily two hour phone calls. i kept begging her to let me edge, which led to me putting clothespins on my nipples to try and impress her. i had them on for twenty minutes, then i put them right back on for another ten minutes. they’re still sore.then, i had a great idea. every time i put my clothespins on my clit twitches, like it needs to feel the same pain. but it’s frustratingly strong and small, so it’s not like i can really clamp it. then i remember seeing someone put icy hot on their clit on this subreddit, and decided i needed to give it a try. but 1) i had no icy hot and 2) i was worried icy hot might be too much, so i settled for toothpaste.oh man. was that fucking amazing. it hurt just the right amount, where it burnt and stung but not to the point where i was genuinely worried about it (this isn’t sexy at all but i’d heard of people getting chemical burns) – it was enough to make me bite my lip but just enough so i could talk my gf through how i was feeling. it made me.. wetter than i would have liked to admit. if i had been edging, i feel like it could have ruined me.that was about two hours ago. my gf decided to give me 10 edges/hour while she was working on something, and as soon as i did my most recent ten, i ran here. because – HOLY SHIT. it felt so much better post toothpaste. it was kind of surprisingly, i’m actually really proud of myself for not going over at all. it was, pun intended, fucking orgasmic. i’m both intensely excited, and terrified by this. i know my girlfriend is gonna abuse the FUCK out of this. part of me wants to act up just to see how she’ll use it against me. i have another set of edges in about 20 minutes, i’ll make sure to update if you guys gals & nonbinary pals are interested. EDIT: happy to discuss in comments but would prefer it be kept out of my dms, ty all!! :^) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n