Month: May 2020

Denial Update: 12 Days in and Self Discovery

It has now been around 12 days since my last orgasm, and I surprised myself the other night! My boyfriend asked me if I wanted to cum before the month was up, and I hesitated. In my mind I was going back and forth because I want to cum but I also want to be a good girl and don’t want to undo all of this work I’ve put into denial! I ended up saying no and he congratulated me on being such a good girl, and that made me so happy šŸ„°Although I want to cum, it makes me happy to be a good girl for him and to give him control over my orgasms like that. It’s also sort of liberating, in a weird, paradoxical way lol. Before this, I struggled with my sexuality. I had very little drive and was never really in the mood to be intimate. But then I heard about edging and how it can help and it certainly has! Now even my tshirt rubbing my nipples when I’m not wearing a bra can send a shudder through me!I have never felt so sexy and I’m so glad I discovered this. Even though I eventually want to cum, I am enjoying the self discovery denial has led to šŸ˜ŠThis was supposed to be a punishment but it seems to have turned into more of an epiphany lol female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

M(35) more progress. This was laid out for me yesterday and she said to change the lock so it was more prominent. I personally like the tiny one, but sheā€™s the boss! Most of yesterday was all chatted about in person so thatā€™s prob the best texts I have from then. More to come.

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