Denial Day 4: So Sensitive!

So this is my fourth day of denial and I’m so, so sensitive! Even just my clothes rubbing against me a certain way gets me going lol. I’ve been edging every hour and last night I rubbed an ice cube on my clit. I have never done that before so it was a wild experience! I originally thought I’d have to wait until May to see my boyfriend but I might be able to see him this weekend. I got really excited but he told me to not get too hopeful because being with him doesn’t guarantee I’ll get to cum! Hearing him say that sent this surge through me because even though I want to orgasm I am sorta loving the edging and I’m not sure if I should cum. He said I will get to orgasm when I earn it and I haven’t earned it yet and he might make me wait at least another week if I don’t impress him this weekend! He also said if I impress him too much then he might want to keep the denial going so he won’t have to start over with me. So even if I give him the best orgasms I still might not get to orgasm myself! I wish I would have told him about this a long time ago because it did not take him long at all to get into it once he realized what denial does to me. I love having my pleasure controlled. šŸ˜ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Day: 3, Ruin: 1

Finally had a ruined orgasm today, after approx. 130 edges over the last three days.I started my day listening to about an hour of erotic audio clips while rubbing my nipples. By the time the hour was up, I was practically desperate to get my clothes off so I could edge and punish myself, but I had to wrap up a work project first. I could feel my panties soaking and my clit throbbing while I worked for another hour.Then I stripped down except for my thong, wandered around my house with the blinds open and tits out, and finally went to my bedroom to begin. I started with humping my pillow and counting to 122 (the number of edges Iā€™d had so far). When I was swollen enough to start soaking through my thong, I took off my panties and tried shoving them up my pussyā€”but only got halfway before it was too dry and painful (seriously, how do people do this?!).For punishment since I couldnā€™t wear my panties inside me, I took them out, grabbed my handcuffs and headed to the bathroom. I got on my knees, cuffed my right hand (the one I always masturbate with) to my bathroom doorknob, and twisted around so that my arm was forced behind me and in an uncomfortable position while I leaned forward, knees spread, pussy hanging just a couple inches over the bathroom floor. I did six edges with my left hand, which I noted was way easier than it normally would be because of how wet and horny I was. (For what itā€™s worth ā€” My clit on an average day is fairly exposed from between my labia, but this week itā€™s been more out and present than ever, the slutty little cunt.)The edges were too easy, so I decided to try some clit snapping with a hair band for punishment. The first snap made me recoil in pain, clit tingling, but after the next three I got used to it some more and by #15 was almost enjoying them. (To be fair: I went pretty easy to make sure I wouldnā€™t hurt myself.)Finally I lay spread-eagled on my bed, and told myself I had to do three more edges with only my fingers inside my cunt (no coddling my clit anymore). After the first edge, I finally ruined ā€” and it was intense and wonderful and SO frustrating because I just wanted to keep going. But I wouldnā€™t let myself. I spanked my nipples hard several times, spanked my clit with an open hand about 10 times, and got up for a warm shower and some aftercare.Yā€™all. I feel GREAT. And my pussy is already throbbing again for more edges. Iā€™m greedier than I thought Iā€™d be. So my question for you is: when do I get to edge again? And how many should I do? I love edging games, so send your ideas my way. My un/happy clit and I thank you for your generosity. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

253/459 thank you for your encouragement!

I managed 20 edges yesterday. It was amazing. I also added over 100 followers, so my deficit continues to grow.I love all the creative ways that users jave come up with for me to edge:on the edge of the toilet bowlon the edge of a garbage canon a footballstandingdeepthroatingon the pillow i sleep onwith my toothbrushon the edge of a tablein front of an open windowKeep the ideas coming!New rule added that if any of my posts get awards they count as additional edges. Silver =2, gold =3.I doubt that i will manage many more 20 edge days, but even if i did them back to back, it would now take 10 more days to catch up!! And that us assuming no more get added. Not going to lie, it is kind if hot knowing that even edging as much as i can i’m still running a deficit.I think i have decuded that if i ever really di catch up then i will have an orgasm. It is your job, redditors, to keep that from happening!! šŸ˜˜Edit: today i will be accepting a challenge to hold all edges for at oeast 30 seconds. I usually try to hold then, but ive never timed it out, so i am sure this will prove difficult and fun! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n