Month: March 2020

New don’t understand how you hold it in, after?

Last week I tried edging. Been playing around with myself since around December im 18. Last week i played once a day 45min-1hr. I held it the first day. Then later i went back to let it out. I came right before bed and was quite discouraged. I knew it wasn’t gonna be easy so i have myself that one pass as it was my first try. I am trained in acrobatics so i have pretty strong pelvic muscles already. Idk why this is so difficult. Day two i did it i didnt release nada. Day three did it again. Day four I didn’t get hard. Not even the slightest bit. Maybe im not playing long enough? I always use a vibrator just on my clit. Day five i had zero desire. Nothing. Haven’t played with myself since. If im just desensitized then I’ll wait it out. Im just struggling to get hard how does that happen exactly? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

March 28 Denial Update: 43 edges

Edges: 43 Total: 54/739Today was designated to seeing how many edges I could possibly do in a single day. This was going to help set a rule for my “super touch” days, i.e. when I roll a 6. On these days I will have to complete a certain (high) number of edges. Essentially, it’s the opposite of no touch. Seeing as I completed 42 edges today… it has been decided that my number of edges if I roll a 6 is 45. I don’t even know if I’d be able to make it to 45 but I guess most of you will enjoy it if I have to be punished for failing to do all the edges hehe.I woke up around 6am for different reasons, but found myself incredibly horny—probably a lingering effect from the toothpaste of last night. I watched some porn and completed 10 edges within 15 minutes or so. The small group that controls me has set a new rule: my first edge when I wake up should be held as long as possible, for me to practise “riding” the edge. So I did that too. I went back to sleep for a couple of hours. When I woke up again I managed to do two more edges, again holding the first one for as long as I could. I’m not good at this yet— I can only manage a few seconds, but I’m getting better.It’s really hard to not think about my clit all the time. It’s aching constantly, and I’m pretty much always wet now. Of course, this is exactly where I want to be.I managed a couple more edges during the day, then started my night with watching an edging video and following along with it. Unlike yesterday, I actually managed to make it the whole way through without having to pause it. Then I started edging myself…In just over an hour, I did 26 edges. And then each member of my group chat made me do another edge for each of them after I felt like I had to stop. Those 3 edges were hard… but I’m a good girl 🙂 I’m utterly exhausted, and incredibly wet. I know all these edges are going to make me really desperate tomorrow…Which leads me to my dice roll. I rolled a 1 for tomorrow, which means that I will be on no touch. After all these edges, I can’t do anything to relieve my arousal tomorrow (except for my one morning edge which I have to hold as long as possible). I’m going to be a desperate mess.If you have any videos or audios that would make my torment worse, by all means send them to me. No touch means I can’t do most tasks, but I can assure you I’ll be playing with nipples as much as I can 😉 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n