Month: March 2020

Quarantine Logs (Add to my denial!)

My goal is to try to keep a regular log of my denial during lockdown! I’m not sure when the next time I’ll be allowed to cum is since I’m not allowed to cum alone. The longest I’ve ever gone with an orgasm is a month when I’ve been really busy but I’ve never edged more than a week before one. It’s torturous enough sitting here typing this on Day 5 because all I can think about is how I need to touch to stop my clit from aching but I can’t just rub all day. I can barely concentrate enough to write this post.Wanna help? Give me a comment (up to 5 times a person)! I’ll add 10 minutes onto my total edging time before I can cum next. If I manage to find someone to fuck me before I reach that goal, I can’t cum and will have to wait for the next time. (Who knows when that could be these days.) This will be open until 3/31 at 11:59 pm ESTLast orgasm: 3/24/20 I knew this was my last chance to get fucked for a while so I let him fuck me hard*. He came on my back, face, and hair and I was so proud to be a good cum slut. I wore it with pride and walked out of the apartment and went home without cleaning up.*Last ruin: 3/26/20I don’t have any hard and fast rules or punishments, but I’m open to some suggestions! I’m not trying to anything too stressful since this is my escape. The only toy I have right now is a suction dildo but I might be able to get a butt plug sometime soon.Day 1 80 minutesI can’t stop. I’m late to the meeting but it feels so good. I keep telling myself, “Just another 10 minutes and I’ll get online!” I’m splayed on my back on the floor in front of my half open bedroom door, having thrown off my clothes at some point in the process. I feel dirtier with every squish and slosh my hungry cunt makes because I know that it’d be so easy for anyone in the hallway right outside to hear what I’m doing right now. I can’t stop for another 30 minutes. So much for the meeting right? “Sorry guys! I was taking a nap.”Day 2 81 minutesCouldn’t resist tasting myself during my afternoon edge. I can feel myself getting wetter and wetter with each day. I can’t wait until I’m leaking through my panties. Edged pressed against the laundry room window, worried that my neighbors might see me. I can’t tell if this is already starting to play with my emotions or it’s just usual me wanting to cry at cute things.Day 3 150 minutesI had things! to do today! But every time something popped up in my head, it would just kind of fade away in a haze. Half the time it was just replaced with thoughts about when my next edge would be. 4:21: I tried so hard to not go over. I wanted badly to be good. My pussy clenched once and I froze knowing that the last delicious brush was a massive mistake. I managed to hold it off for a few seconds, but I tipped over, my cunt clenching at what could have been and I was devastated.Day 4 78 minutesI only managed to get 18 minutes during the day so as punishment, I had to play with my nipples for the remainder of the time before going to bed. I don’t really like my nipples played with all that much, but I can’t help but get worked up by the slightest touch now. I tried to sleep. I really did. But I was betrayed by my pussy and rubbed for a straight hour before I could sleep at 4 am. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Please May I Cum?

It’s been so long since I’ve called myself a denial slut. I think it’s been about 6 months. I have absolutely no self control anymore. Without anyone to control my orgasms, I cum every time I play. It just feels so good to cum after a couple of edges and I have no one to keep me accountable.I have not cum in 48 hours. It’s the longest stretch I have gone without an orgasm in so long. I have been edging 4 times a day and I am up to 189 edges. I’m so proud of myself!I have had to stop myself literally edging the whole day away. I can’t think of anything but sex and cumming when I’m not playing which then leads to more edging and I just want to fucking cum NOW. So many fetishes that I wasn’t into before, now makes me drip. Every vanilla thought turns sexual. Every time I move, I make an excuse to rub myself on something like I’m in heat.But I can’t take it anymore. I no longer have an owner that I can plead my case to. I NEED to cum. But I need permission. From someone.Please tell me I can cum. Please! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n