Month: February 2020

So I was 5 days denied, and desperate. I talked to my Owner about needing him to be a bit mean with me today. He agreed, and we went through the normal Saturday morning coffee, gym, and brunch routine. Showered and full, and therefore naked with me on the floor and him on the couch, we got to talking.I have not been allowed to have PIV for medical reasons for months. I’m cleared to go next week, and we’ve been talking (ahem I’ve been talking about it) a lot. One thing he threatened me with was fucking my tits instead of my pussy when I was finally allowed to have PIV again.So we get on this topic, and I try to get him off with my tits. This is much harder than it looks/sounds! Finally I gave him a blow job and afterwards he asked me if that was enough “mean”. I really wanted to say yes but…it wasn’t.We transition to play time, with clothes pegs, and some light caning, and finally him getting a glove and using the whitening toothpaste as lube (a hippy brand that I know doesn’t cause problems for me) he fucked my ass with his fingers, commenting on how tight I am and how next time he should fuck me there.I have been extra horny this week for whatever reason, and got really into fucking his fingers in my ass. I got to the edge and asked to cum, and he let me. I came hard, full body. Afterwards, I felt exhausted, wrung through and at peace.For about 5 minutes.And then I was horny again. My clit, which had received zero attention during this entire episode, was now standing up and saying “what about me?”. I ached deep inside with the need to be filled with his cock and fucked with something more than fingers.The horniness has continued strong and fast. Two hours later my nipples are STILL erect, my pussy is dripping and I am having trouble thinking about anything but my clit.So…I know that wasn’t a “ruined” orgasm but god damn if it didn’t have the same effect that most people describe from their ruins.When I told my Owner about the effect, he said: “Maybe you should only have anal orgasms from now on.” O.o I don’t think he meant it but what a mean threat!!Anyways, do any other women have pure anal orgasms (no clit/vaginal stimulation) and have this response to it in denial?It doesn’t even feel right to start the clock back at zero after this, since I don’t feel like I got any relief or a drop in horniness from this. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

My daddy has denied me for eight days now and I cannot believe what a wet, little writhing mess I’ve become after only a little over a week. Nearly every day he edges me, and although I’m new to this and don’t quite understand how it works, I’m almost certain this is worse than complete, total denial. Every time I touch my brain floods with hormones that make me completely desparate- I’d do nearly anything to cum when I’m on that edge. And then he tells me to stop, which I do, of course because I’m a good girl. But this always results in some left over desperation that just continues to add on over and over again every time I play with myself. I’m becoming a masochistic little slut and it is scaring me a little bit because this desperation is making me pliable for my dom. I absolutely refuse to touch without his permission…I just can’t do it. Besides, it’d be a waste of an orgasm because my pussy belongs to him..and if he can’t also enjoy me cumming, then I shouldn’t be able to. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n