Month: January 2020

Day 9/31 edging with wax play (video included in post, pictures in Imgur album)

Link to the video (btw we had a lot of people in our house and I had gone upstairs to do work (and this) so you can hear them in the background. sorry about that!)I had put on icy hot before doing all of this.So I decided to try wax play and incorporate it into edging. I know that a lot of places tell you to not put wax over the vulva but I decided to try it anyway. I poured it over my clit and the sensation was shocking, and equal parts pleasant and painful. I absoluteely love the look of white wax splattered all over my pussy. And because I’m aiming for my clit, it basically creates a barrier between my vibe and my clit, making it harder to edge. I edged a lot before putting the wax on and then for some time after the wax was on (yes I’m sensitive enough to where I can still edge with wax on my clit, although it’s kind of difficult. The lidocaine unfortunately is not strong enough for me to not be able to edge with it on. I think I’ll continue to use it as a beginning thing to make it more difficult for me to get to the edge in the first place. Perhaps on a day when I’m really aroused before edging. I also will use it tonight before I go to sleep. I like the way it makes my pussy feel.I’m consistently aroused all day. I love watching and reading edging/denial porn to help keep me super aroused, so if any of you find anything that you think I might like you can send it to me! (my fetishes for porn include forced (just literally forced anything. orgasms, sex (so consensual non-consent), gangbang etc), and denial/teasing (obviously). I’d also love some videos of women cumming really hard, you know, just to make me really yearn for that orgasm. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

A story of forced edging I thought I would share.

In an effort to keep my mind on my newly claimed pussy and inability to cum as I please, my Owner liked the idea of me sharing with you all a magical experience I had in 2018.I was in service to a different Dom than my current Owner, and I was of course not allowed to cum without permission, but also not allowed to play. At the time he knew exactly how to get into my mind and keep me wet in ways that employed no touching, so I was constantly riled up.One day after teasing me from the time I went to the gym at 7am, until around mid afternoon, he told me to lay in bed, put my clit vibe on full blast, and hard edge without taking the vibe off my clit. He was on the phone with me the whole time so as I got right up to the PONR he laughed as he listened to me verbally yell out against my orgasm, saying “no no no no” a million times over and “don’t cum don’t cum don’t cum” as I fought it off. And again he would say, telling me to not dare take the vibe off my clit, and to ride the waves back up to the top to fight another one back.This went on for two hours straight. Vibe full blast, yelling and gutterally screaming off my orgasm so as to be obedient, sure, but most of all, to please my Dom. Bc that’s what it’s all about, right? And as I brought myself back up and fought my way back off it again and again, not cumming became…infinitely better than reaching climax at all. Bc cumming wasn’t really what I wanted after so long. Cumming genuinely paled in comparison to how badly I wanted to please my Dom, and with each successful hard edge I didn’t give into sent waves of a different kind of orgasm reeling through my body and brain, as he praised my efforts and commanded I keep going.I was so deep in subspace I didn’t even beg to cum by the time he finally let me. I waited like a good little sub with nothing in my mind but what he wanted, and I didn’t presume to think that I would know whether or not he would even allow me to cum in the end. If he hadn’t, I still don’t think I would have cared. I was entirely his in that moment and I would have been left glowing in his praise as though I had actually had the most earth shattering orgasm ever.It was fucking magical hahaha.Hope you enjoyed my take, as I have certainly enjoyed reliving it as I wrote it out. Now I am fully hot and bothered and am loving that I’m trapped at work, unable to even play with myself a little, let alone cum šŸ˜‹ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Edging challenge update

So my partner thinks it is really hot that I’m edging myself for you all, but she wants to modify the rules so that you all can only ask edges of me. She is the final arbiter of all orgasms, ruined or otherwise!She wants to thank you all for keeping me riled up so that I’m always good and ready, compliant and desperate for her!If are already playing, please keep edging with me! If she let’s me cum then I’ll give you a cum too!If you haven’t started playing, but want to, just send me a PM!If you just think it’s fun to tell me to edge, then by all means, PM me and tell me to edge for you!I’m not allowed to edge unless I’m told to, so I may be begging some of you!! And it’s ok to make me beg. It’s also ok to tell me what to think about, watch, or even say while I’m edging. Some favorites are cuckqueen, mantras, and of course denial.Happy 2020! This is the year that my partner gets 100% of my orgasms and I couldn’t be happier! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n