I’d like to share my experience as I am struggling to believe what I am feeling and how much I love what it has become.My gf and I have been exploring this for about 2 years. we have both accepted and found that we love our dynamic.I am at a position where it has become better than my expectations. I can’t even relate my experiences to any type of sex I had previously. I am submissive during sex but nowhere else. I love to cross dress but not confident enough to do it around my girlfriend. I am in chastity most of the time and my ejaculations have reduced down to one every month or so, sometimes more. I have increasingly used anal for self masterbation to avoid any accidents when not around my girlfriend.After a week of chastity I am at my peak of my arousal. At this point I am fully committed to it and would struggle to want to cum even if I tried. What I mean is after a week I am at a sexual state where if I was to cum Id hate to no longer be in this state of arousal. Before I get in this headspace it is hard to resist temptation but once I am at my peak I can’t justify to my self to go back to square one.At this point I am intensely horny and submissive. I am finding myself increasingly submissive and lately have really connected with being able to express it. I have found in the last few months that the more I embrace it the more intense my sexual experience is becoming.I have found myself being more vocal during sex and I think this has been an majority break through to just let go. This has brought with it a whole new level of orgasm which I wasn’t even aware was possible. I can be teased and denied for hours on end. I end up in a trance that I can’t even explain. It’s almost like multiple orgasms and a constant orgasm at the same time. I have no desire to orgasm at all. My girlfriend is in complete control of me and I am submissive to her demands. She asked me what i am experiencing But I can hardly explain. I hope you can relate and help explain it. If I explained it to myself a year ago I’d probably said I was faking it.With penis stimulation I feel an orgasm building as normal but once my gf edges and Denies me multiple times I find myself getting closer and closer to the point of no return. After a while the feeling of being at the point of no return feels like it is no longer close to the point of no return. At this point I am moaning and squirming and seduced to my gf every move. At times I am forced into a climax but it doesn’t peak to a full orgasm it just washes away then builds again. This feeling is no longer an orgasm in my penis but covers my entirety. It’s like the feeling surrounds me. Every part of me is in orgasm. I can end up shuddering and shaking but like my body wants to ejaculate. After a while it leads to my girlfriend orgasming and I am left in an intense after glow. But I am totally satisfied tingling in bliss till it fades. I have no desire to cum and almost glad the intensity is over.The best part is I can go again and start all over. Looking back I can hardly remember what happens it’s like time stops. The intensity isn’t the same as an ejaculating orgasm but I feel it is just as powerful.Can anyone relate to this. Am I imagining and over exaggerating it. And where does it go from hear as I feel that each time it is better than the last. Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n