I have been wanting to get better at maintaining self-control when it comes to denying my orgasms and going for extended periods without cumming but I just can’t help taking myself over the edge. I want nothing more than to become a perfect obedient girl who never comes or touches herself without permission but it’s so incredibly difficult, as if some other force inside me is not allowing me to reach my potential.I lack discipline and I feel ashamed. I go through periods where I have a low sex drive and I don’t cum for days, and then I’ll suddenly become horny and make myself come several times in one day. I know that if I had enough self-control or if I had someone else controlling my slutty cunt I know I could stay on the edge all the time, always thinking about how my cunt is being denied orgasm. Because I don’t deserve to cum.I would really like some training and support. Feel free to comment or pm. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n