Urgh. 29 days.I…am so disappointed in myself. I put myself through a LOT and the finish line was in sight!!! Tantalizingly close. I was so excited about my achievement and pending praise and my complete dedication. I was going to be so proud of myself! I was edging daily as per agreement and with just 2 days to go; I came.It wasn’t even a terrific, shuddering and intense orgasm. I was rubbing my clitoris, felt myself getting close and I even took my hand away! I actually took it away and held my breath and bit my lip and…I tried to stop myself.A few seconds later I was clenching my tummy muscles in an all out effort to prevent it. I could feel that familiar tingle and my face flushing and my legs shaking and BANG.Having gone through 29 days, I feel rather silly. Even now. Like, putting myself through all of that just to fail at the very end š I would like to try another month but I (and there is no polite way of admitting this) I have been masturbating furiously and fucking myself silly every day since. Ahem. Like I’m making up for lost time. I really need to get back ‘in the zone’ but can’t seem to psyche myself up appropriately.Anyways. Not looking for any advice especially, just wanted to admit my absolute and total failure. I shall try again in the not too distant future.Any successes out there? Glorious failures?Lots of loveX female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n