Month: August 2019

Week of Denial 5th day of denial (fwb gives me orders in video)

Video for ThursdayI wrote this up yesterday but everything was taking long to export and I fell asleep.POST AND VIDEO FROM FIRST DAYPOST AND VIDEO FROM 2ND DAYLINK TO ORIGINAL 3RD DAY POST AND VIDEOLINK TO EXTRA VIDEO FOR RESULTS FROM THE POLL (AND EXTRAS)Link to post from 4th dayToday was interesting because I think my clit was so overstimulated from being denied yesterday. I woke up and I was horny but my regular horny, not the OHMYGODINEEDTOCUM that was yesterday. An FWB and I had been interested in doing a session over Skype so I thought today would be a good day. So this video is special because you can hear someone give me orders.Because I am so overstimulated and everything has gone numb, I think I need to go back to edging with a vibrator on my clit. Tomorrow I’m going to do 7 hard edges with no ruin and post that for you all! Then, in the afternoon I’m going to cum fully because that will start me again from zero, and maybe when I get to see my bf I’ll be a horny mess again like I was. I’ll get all the sentivitiy back. I also really wanted to give you all the chance of seeing me cum after being denied, and that wouldn’t happen if I didn’t cum either Friday (which is now today) or Sunday because I don’t want to cum too close to when I see my bf, but I’d love to edge, so things will not stop after I cum!Even though I’m not as achy as before, there are some serious changes in my personality. I’m generally an “up for anything” kind of person but I have reservations about sex that keep my safe. I don’t fuck people I don’t know, I don’t ask for attention from men I don’t know. I work at a college during the summer and recently I’ve been eyeing up every slightly attractive male I walk past, and what’s more, I’ve started looking at them and smiling to get their attention. Every time they smile back or look interested I get a wave of pleasure but then I walk away, because I really don’t want to be fucking some random guys. I’m normally way more reserved around strangers in general. I also just feel…very sensual? Music is way better now, I feel like everything is heightened. I want someone to gently hold my face, with their fingers along my jaw, then their hand traces back and suddenly grabs a hold of my hair, hard, and forces their cock in my throat and fucks my face.I’m gonna stop before this just becomes written porn.I hope everyone is okay with my teasing and edging my clit hard and cumming on Friday afternoon, doing this week of denial let me learn some new things about myself, and.I think I’m far more frustrated if at intervals I’m allowed to edge hard, ruin, or fully cum. I’m sure you all can provide insight, because I thought that the longer you go without touching your clit the intensity builds up. But I guess my body just stops after the insanity of the 3rd day (which I guess was a survival mechanism. Guys my heart rate was increased the entire day, and I was losing fluids through my pussy fast). And remember that insanity came just 2 days after I had ruined my orgasm. So I’m learning how my body responds along with you all. Thank you all for the support and ideas and the love! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Denying our orgasm

Hey guys! I’ve thinking about denying joth our orgasms for some time and I am curious about your opinions. My hubby and I (both 28) are having a very kinky sexlife. Normally I am the one who gets to control his orgasms, he has a chastity cage and if I feel like it, I will lock him up. Other days he is not locked and I will just edge him at any time during the day whenever I feel like it. I get to come whenever I want… Sometimes I use his cock for that Sometimes I edge him and tell him to get me off I get to cum wherever and whenever I want… Edging always included for the both of us. I noticed that when he is on denial his sexdrive is extremely hogh which it normally isn’t and he loves to please me and fo whatever I want (i.e. laundry, massages, anything) Don’t get me wrong, it’s great! The past few days (4 days I think) though I have been edging on my own without him knowing but I didn’t let me cum. I’ve edged and denied myself 40 times today I think and all I can think about is him. How he would feel between my legs, his fingers running across my body etc.Now I want to offer him thatwe both control our orgasms although I am not sure, if that will fit for our dynamic, that’s why I would love your ideas and advice. Has anyone done that before? Basically I want to give him more feeling of power and we can only cum, when the other really really needs it and we have to agree on it together. Otherwise we have to edge each other daily, minimum once (busy days excluded) and I am still in charge of edging him and vice verca. Jesus I am so wet right now just writing this šŸ™ˆI really love hearing your opinions šŸ™‚ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Week of denial, 2nd (technically 4th) day update (lots of loud moaning and talking) (questions for you to answer at the bottom)

VIDEOS FOR THIS POSTDay 1Day 2Day 3 (rolled back to day 1 because I ruined too many times) (morning)Day 3 updates (afternoon)Day 4 (day 2) (morning) (post)I am a quivering, soaking wet mess. I can feel my pussy and my clit all the time. It never lets me have a moment’s rest. When I get comments saying they want to touch me I involuntarily spread my legs to welcome anyone down there as long as they’d touch me because I can’t do it myself. I look at almost every guy I see as someone potentially willing to touch me and I’d do anything they want to me to as long as they’d touch me.You’re all so mean to me but in the best way. I’ve never gone this far with edging before and you’re all the reason that I’m this desperate and horny.You have a very special treat today because I was home alone, which means I got to be as loud and as dirty as I want to be. I’m going to include time-codes for certain things in the video so you can skip around to parts you’ll like. There’s basically nothing I can say in this post that I didn’t already say in the video0:18 – How hard it’s been not touching my clit (talking about it)1:32 – I didn’t want to take my panties off in the video because my pussy was so tender and sensitive I didn’t even want to touch it because it would make it worse. (talking about it)3:39 – I let lube drop onto my clit to feel something (I hope that’s not cheating)4:00 – first dildo5:30 – “It’s so unfair that I don’t get to touch myself and you all get to cum to this video”6:13 – glass dildo in ass (light painal, you get to see me slowly insert it)8:43 – large black dildo in my pussy while glass dildo is in my ass11:44 – insertion big black dildo in my ass (light painal)16:09 – with the black dildo in my ass I insert my largest dildo in my pussy16:50 – begging to cum (desparate)18:20 – “why are you doing this to me?” (lots of talking)19:26: “I used to think that edging was a punishment but now I know this is much worse. I don’t want to think about what else can be taken away if I’m bad” (lots of talking)20:14 – I pull out the dildo and you can see my pussy leak onto the dildo in my ass21:40 – intro pussy pump24:50 – putting largest dildo in ass25:59 – pumping with largest dildo in ass (very loud moaning)29:40 – “please I can’t take anymore. please..”Treat me like one of your subs. No matter how much I scream and cry and beg, don’t give in because you feel bad for me. I really love being the kind of sub that tries to make excuses or talk about how much this is killing me but secretly I love it.That being said…Can I please, PLEASE touch my clit tomorrow? Just a little bit? Maybe even more slapping allowed? I’m desperate enough that I want at least pain on my clit if nothing else. I can’t take this anymore I’m barely a functional human like this. I’m quivering and wet all the time and I constantly think of how I’m going to tease myself just so something feels good. It’s aching and it feels good but fuck I need some release. When can I ruin? When can I actually orgasm?This time instead of a poll, questions!Should I be able to touch my clit at all tomorrow, and if so, in what capacity?If I can’t touch my clit with a vibrator, can I put it on the pussy pump, or just my vulva and not my clit?Can I rub my clit against something (dildos that are going inside me, etc.)Should I incorporate ice tomorrow, and if so, in what way?You can absolutely pick and choose which questions you want to answer, just make sure you number them. The real question that you HAVE to answer though, is CAN I TOUCH MY CLIT PLEASE? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n