198 days without any orgasm.28 weeks and 2 day.54,24% of a year.I would like to say it got easier, but he made sure it doesn’t.. This time I’m writing a story of a night I had while denying my pussy for 6 weeks. Hope you gonna enjoy, I sure did :)It’s only the second week of my complete denial. I’m already going crazy. I know I can’t touch myself, yet each day I come to reddit to read and watch things. Others getting touched, penetrated while I can’t even rub myself is making me so horny. Tearing up from frustration as I feel myself throbbing, but keeping back myself from crying. Big girls don’t cry. Daddy says it’s okay if I do, but I want to show him that I’m strong.But I’m not. I want touch myself. Just a little. Flick my clit, spread my lips, shove something inside that will fill me completely.After being stupid and making myself horny again, I whimper to you how much I want to touch, how it hurts that I cannot. Your answer is obvious”No Munchkin, you can’t”and I’m already accepting that, I knew it anyway.. But then you add”But you can circle around your nipples”.”My nipples? I’ve told you, that does nothing to me, they are just insensitive.””Aha so you don’t want to touch? I thought you wanted to get rid of your frustration. Seems like you aren’t desperate enough””No, wait! I will do it.””Good girl, do it slowly.”I start to circle, thinking how stupid this is, it has never worked before. Yet my nipples start to get hard and you hear my deep sighs as I get into it more and more.”Seems like someone is having fun” you say and I hear a little chuckle in your voice. “Start to rub them.”I’m still thinking of how is this possible. Anytime my nipples were touched it annoyed me. They always have been so unresponsive. As I start to rub them, I moan out and my mind is turning off. I’m only concentrating on your voice and this feeling. Letting you hear my moans turns me on even more.”Imagine it’s your clit. Play with your nipples like you would touch your clit. I want you to do it like I would do it. No mercy. Can you do that for me Munchkin?””Yes, I can Daddy” replying fast, I’m panting and my voice is shaking as I rub my nipples harder and harder. I pinch and twist on them. I know you wouldn’t be gentle either.You are whispering into my ears “How desperate you must be for enjoying your nipples this much.. are you this horny? I know you are, being on reddit all day even though you know you can’t do anything for 4 more weeks. So enjoy your nipples now. It’s your new clit. Don’t hold back on it.”Your words are echoing in my head, I focus on my nipples. My new clit. It feels so good. My moans are getting louder and louder as I give up thinking about anything else: only your voice and this feeling that matters. Then you say something I don’t expect at all.”Munchkin, do you think you can have an orgasm from your second clit? I want you to have one.”The promise of an orgasm catches me off guard, but you quickly add”Of course you will have to ruin it. But that doesn’t matter, right? You are my ruinslut, you like that better than an actual orgasm anyway, don’t you?””Yes Daddy, I do””Good girl, so try to get an orgasm for daddy”I’m going crazy over my nipples, I rub them, thinking it’s my clit, focusing on that imagination and feeling.. how great an orgasm would feel. Even a ruined one. How touching myself would feel. I didn’t do that for 2 weeks. I feel my real clit throbbing down there, my lips are burning up as the blood rushes in. I moan out hard as you whisper more and more smug into my ears. It feels good.. yet it’s not enough.I gather my courage and tell you “Daddy.. I can’t orgasm like this””Maybe you are not trying hard enough. Do you want to cum?””Yessss I doo””Then try harder Munchy”I keep trying, moaning and panting. Minutes passing, it feels good, but it’s not enough.”Daddy, I really want it, but I can’t do it””It’s okay, I know you can’t. Would be crazy if you could, wouldn’t it? But you actually believing you can do it.. that makes Daddy so happy. You can stop rubbing now.”I feel a little heartbroken. I believed I could, I really did and tried my best. The sadist in you must be really happy now. Making me get into that state just to crush my hopes. I stop rubbing myself. My nipples feel sore, I must have been too rough, but I only realize that now. You notice the swing in my mood and try to cheer me up a little.”Technically it’s possible though. Maybe it’s just too early for you. I mean until now you thought your nipples are completely useless.””They were til now..””Then what happened now?””I think it’s because you deny my pussy””It probably is. Did you like it Munchy?””Yes, I did Daddy””Good, cuz for the next 4 weeks this is your clit if you want to touch.” female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://bit.ly/1UWn54n