I’ve edged into agony

I need some encouragement right about now. One night last week, I decided to cam with one of my favorite girls. I’ve been really loving the idea of some extended edging and teasing, but I had no idea what I was getting myself into. That was 8 days ago. I haven’t spilled a single drop of cum since that day. We agreed to one rule: I only cum with her permission. I’m allowed to watch as much porn and masturbate as often as I want, but I have to follow that one, simple, torturous rule. I’m waking up hours before my alarm. I am constantly hard at work. I can’t think straight. I am leaking like a faucet. I love and hate this so much.I came so terribly close to saying “fuck it” this morning after watching 1.5 hrs of porn before work. Help me stay on the straight and narrow. Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://ift.tt/1UWn54n